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There E​.​P.

by Tim van Doorn

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1.
Hashimoto 01:58
I could never be a woman on birth control I'd be pregnant within a week because the pills I need are the ones I keep forgetting I have to take them in the morning, all three of them or feel tired constantly I suspect it's also causing some depression And I'm waiting for the day that I forgot one too many And my stupid brain is my main cause of death I don't ever meditate or exercize I do it once and then let go "How to get a groove when the routines all all missing" Now there's a book I'm willing to pay money for Put it on my bedside table And then stare at it, feel bad every night And I'm waiting for the day That you tell me you're not ok And you leave this sack of shit for better times I'll be honest; that's the thing I should be scared of most cause without you I wouldn't be alive So sorry, once again I throw that word around a lot But every time I do I am sincere For you I sure can change I'll even set an alarm clock And take these stupid pills every day
2.
There 03:23
So there it is, is it all you need? Or is there something missing? A distraction, something to do... With the time that you've been given. Let your mind be free Find out what you need Been waiting for fourty years already Still you haven't made up your mind Figuring out if it's more than just a hobby Have we been wasting our precious time? Is this your career by the side of the road? You want me to try and revive it? Or leave it alone? Is there anyone home? Or has your passion left a long time ago? Let yourself be free Find out what you need Come take this weight off of me The brain gets clouded, all I see is a fourteen year old boy being dead sure this is it Was he wrong? Or am I?
3.
I need to get off my ass I need to be at my best when you return back home Turn the computer on Shower and walk the dog It's not like failure's set in stone And I know, yeah I know that you won't be away that long And I know, I'm aware I'm being weird These days when you're at your job I feel like I'm such a slob and I don't have an excuse I'm trying to put in the hours Alone in an empty house and there's not that much to do So come on, here's your robe Put it on and I'll do the rest Let us watch just ten more episodes tonight Stop the time, have a tea Cuddle up, this is all we need Let us both get lost in Criminal Minds There's a cliffhanger, I need to know how this one will end I know that you need your sleep Wanna watch this one in bed?
4.
The old crew dissolved a long time ago about a year before we moved there's a few I pushed away myself some of them I still speak to and some I still ignore mostly to protect my mental health It was toxic as fuck but man, did we have fun Self destruction never felt so right The boys have all left town, went quietly into the night Stuck reminiscing our loaded gun Thursday night's rehearsal time just destroying our ears And our livers weren't left too far behind Slept on someone's floor and then hungover at school There was no better place for me to find Just take me back to it All those nights that we really shouldn't have survived What the fuck happened? Being young ended. I'm really learning to hate time.
5.
I Blinked 04:13
I'm not right in the head It's ok, but I'm not alright Guess I'll have to live with me When I'm lying in bed I'll be thinking until morning light Guess I won't be going to bed Oh diary, please accept this crap from me Tore it all out again, so could I interest you in a dance? Just need a little more self pity & I'll be fine. Good as new. I'm not a do-er, I think about the things that I haven't done or what I still need to do So what happened? I blinked And now I'm hitting that 4-0 mark Is it too late to refuel? If writing songs is therapy how come this just makes it worse? still I don't want to change a thing. Whatever kills me also keeps me alive. Something we practiced before, just a slowdance, you and me I'll try my hardest to keep time for as long as you will lead

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This is my birthday gift to you, since I am turning 40 on the 25th of may.

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released July 8, 2023

Written, played, recorded, mixed & mastered by Tim van Doorn @ Big Dog Recordings
Drums by Florian Speth, recorded @ Single Coil Regensburg
Art by Daniël Bol.

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Tim van Doorn Antwerp, Belgium

I hate writing a bio since it feels dumb to write one about yourself, but I don't have the funds to pay someone else to do it.

Hi, I'm Tim. I own a studio in Antwerp where I spend a lot of time making music with friends. Sometimes I make music of my own. Right now I'm working towards releasing a new E.P.
Hope you dig it!

Thanks for listening.

Cheers,

Bob.
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