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Hashimoto
01:58
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I could never be a woman on birth control
I'd be pregnant within a week
because the pills I need are the ones I keep forgetting
I have to take them in the morning, all three of them
or feel tired constantly
I suspect it's also causing some depression
And I'm waiting for the day
that I forgot one too many
And my stupid brain is my main cause of death
I don't ever meditate or exercize
I do it once and then let go
"How to get a groove when the routines all all missing"
Now there's a book I'm willing to pay money for
Put it on my bedside table
And then stare at it, feel bad every night
And I'm waiting for the day
That you tell me you're not ok
And you leave this sack of shit for better times
I'll be honest; that's the thing
I should be scared of most cause
without you I wouldn't be alive
So sorry, once again
I throw that word around a lot
But every time I do I am sincere
For you I sure can change
I'll even set an alarm clock
And take these stupid pills every day
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There
03:23
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So there it is, is it all you need?
Or is there something missing?
A distraction, something to do...
With the time that you've been given.
Let your mind be free
Find out what you need
Been waiting for fourty years already
Still you haven't made up your mind
Figuring out if it's more than just a hobby
Have we been wasting our precious time?
Is this your career by the side of the road?
You want me to try and revive it?
Or leave it alone? Is there anyone home?
Or has your passion left a long time ago?
Let yourself be free
Find out what you need
Come take this weight off of me
The brain gets clouded, all I see
is a fourteen year old boy being dead sure this is it
Was he wrong? Or am I?
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Criminal Minds
02:41
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I need to get off my ass
I need to be at my best when you return back home
Turn the computer on
Shower and walk the dog
It's not like failure's set in stone
And I know, yeah I know that you won't be away that long
And I know, I'm aware I'm being weird
These days when you're at your job
I feel like I'm such a slob and I don't have an excuse
I'm trying to put in the hours
Alone in an empty house and there's not that much to do
So come on, here's your robe
Put it on and I'll do the rest
Let us watch just ten more episodes tonight
Stop the time, have a tea
Cuddle up, this is all we need
Let us both get lost in Criminal Minds
There's a cliffhanger, I need
to know how this one will end
I know that you need your sleep
Wanna watch this one in bed?
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Our Loaded Gun
02:56
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The old crew dissolved a long time ago
about a year before we moved
there's a few I pushed away myself
some of them I still speak to
and some I still ignore
mostly to protect my mental health
It was toxic as fuck but man, did we have fun
Self destruction never felt so right
The boys have all left town, went quietly into the night
Stuck reminiscing our loaded gun
Thursday night's rehearsal time
just destroying our ears
And our livers weren't left too far behind
Slept on someone's floor and then hungover at school
There was no better place for me to find
Just take me back to it
All those nights that we
really shouldn't have survived
What the fuck happened?
Being young ended.
I'm really learning to hate time.
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I Blinked
04:13
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I'm not right in the head
It's ok, but I'm not alright
Guess I'll have to live with me
When I'm lying in bed
I'll be thinking until morning light
Guess I won't be going to bed
Oh diary, please accept this crap from me
Tore it all out again, so could I interest you in a dance?
Just need a little more self pity
& I'll be fine. Good as new.
I'm not a do-er, I think
about the things that I haven't done
or what I still need to do
So what happened? I blinked
And now I'm hitting that 4-0 mark
Is it too late to refuel?
If writing songs is therapy how come this just makes it worse?
still I don't want to change a thing. Whatever kills me also keeps me alive.
Something we practiced before, just a slowdance, you and me
I'll try my hardest to keep time for as long as you will lead
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Tim van Doorn Antwerp, Belgium
I hate writing a bio since it feels dumb to write one about yourself, but I don't have the funds to pay someone else to do
it.
Hi, I'm Tim. I own a studio in Antwerp where I spend a lot of time making music with friends. Sometimes I make music of my own. Right now I'm working towards releasing a new E.P.
Hope you dig it!
Thanks for listening.
Cheers,
Bob.
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